Hi amigita. I just wanted to say Thank You for listening to my prayers. On the 12th I was having such an ugly day. From early in the morning until I spoke to you. You helped me find the solutions to my problems. I thank you for always being there for all of us.
I Love You and Miss you dearly!
Hey Sis / Monica Crespo (Sister) Hey Ness - It's been a while since I have been able to visit your site but my computer is still not working. I stole some time from a visit to a frined's house to be able to say hi to you. I've missed you so much, it's been so crazy trying to get set up here in Michigan. Do you hear me every night when I speak to you, I have you on my mind every day. I really miss being able to share all that has been going on with you, I know that if you were still here we would be burning up the telephone line and IM'ing like crazy. I was hoping to see the girls before they got back to school but things did not go as planned. Erwin did promise to send them for their next school break. My Mom, Tia and Steph are here right now visiting me but they'll be leaving soon. I almost forgot to thank you for the mssage you sent me the other day, everytime that it seems that my faith is failing, you pick me right up. You still manage to make me see the error of my ways. Thanks Sis, I can see your love for me everytime that you send me those lovely messages. I know that you love me just as much as I love you. I always ask God to please give you a hug and kiss for me every night in my prayers. I know that you're receiving them. The other day was a rough day for me, just remembering this time last year, I can't help but feel so guilty for not being there for you. Ness, if I failed you as a friend or sister, please forgive me. There have been many sleepless nights going over what I could and should have done many many times. Please forgive me, I ask you this with all my heart and soul. I've been wanting to say this but have been unable to do so. Remember what we spoke about sometime last year, about giving more of ourselves to others?? I am trying to do so, I still remember what you said that anyone can give old clothes and their spare chnage, but when you give of yourself, your time, that is when God is most happiest. Well, I am trying, to do it for both if us. Please keep on inspiring me to continue to be a better person. I love you sis and always will. Love You Monica
Thank you for showing me you are still here when I need you. I miss you so much....I've been going through a lot the last couple of months....and I really needed somebody. So I am going to Michigan in a couple of days with abuelita PLEASE watch over me and get me to my mother safely. Also please tia help me make the right decisions.....I wish you were here. Love you lots
Hello/ Monica Crespo (Sister)
Hey Ness - The day to leave NY is getting closer and my anxiety level is rising. All I can think about is not being able to visit you weekly, I hope that you know that you are in my heart and mind each and everyday. Nothing or no distance will ever change that. You are still my best friend and I know that each and every day that passes brings me closer to you. I try to remember the good times but the memory of how much you went through always comes back. Those are the memories that make me cry but it also makes me so proud to say you're my sister because during all those times you showed such courage that I don't think I can ever have. I try each day to make you proud of me, by trying to change for the better, I know that sometimes I fail, for those times please forgive me. Vanessa, please listen to me from where I'm at, don't forget to watch over us every so often, always remember that I love you. I will try to come as much as possible to see you up here. I love you sis. Close
Recuerdos/ Sylvia Sanchez (Mother)
Este mes nos trae muchos recuerdos, recuerdas hija hace un año salistes en remission, estuvistes un mes gozando de tu casa y tu familia, este mes es tambien el cumpleaños de Andy, cumplio sus cinco años, que te hubiera gustado disfrutarlos junto a ella, pero yo se que tu estabas alli, junto a tu niña, fue un dia muy feliz para ella, no dejo de pensar en ti. Siempre estas presente en su mente, al igual que en la mente de quienes te queremos. Andy se esta preparando para comenzar su kinder, yo se que fue algo que te preocupaba no poder estar en este tiempo para verla en su primer dia de clases. Desde el cielo Dios te concedera el favor de poderla guiar. Amanda posiblemente comience sus clases de catecismo ahora en septiembre. Estan tan lindas tus hijas. Recibe mis oraciones y mis ruegos a nuestro Creador por tus paz eterna. Close
Don't think of her gone away- Her journey has just begun: Life holds so many facets- This earth is only one: Just think of her as resting From sorrow and the tears... In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years. Think how she must be wishing That we could see her today How nothing but our sadness Can really pass away. And think of her as living In the hearts of those she touched........ For nothing loved is ever lost- And she was loved so much.
Thanks/ Monica Crespo
Hey Sis - Thanks for the message you sent me today. I have been so anxious about leaving New York because in my wacky head I thought that you would be unable to hear me from Michigan.
When I realized the message you sent this morning it made my day. Thank you for that. I always believed that you are still with us and for you to send your message through such a beautiful song showed that the bond that you and I had is not only still there but as strong if not stronger than ever. Vanessa, everyday I miss you and everyday I think of you, I thnak God that although we were together for such a short time the memories that we had together as friends and sisters will be with me forever. I love you sis. Close
Thinking of You / Nancy Corona (cousin)
I'm thinking of you more these past couple of days. Every year around this time it was the anuual scheduling of the birthday parties and we would call eachother to see what day who was doing what. This year I didn't get that call from you but even though you are not here physically to coordinate I know you are overseeing everything to make sure everything goes according to plan. I know that you will be there on these special occassions even though I may not be able to see you sharing in the laughs and good times. I love you and I miss you so very much. Close
Thanks/ Monica Crespo (Sister)
Hey Sis - Thnaks for listening to my prayers today and whispering them to God. I know you were watching over her on her first plane ride by herself. Please watch over her and make sure nothing happens to her. Love you lots, Monica Close
Just wanted to say hi / Monica Crespo (Sister)Read >>
Just wanted to say hi / Monica Crespo (Sister)
Hey Ness, Just wanted to say hi and as always wanted to let you know that you are always on my mind. The other day was Andy's graduation and I know that you were with us the whole time. I know that you were so proud of her especially when she walked out and just smiled and waved to all of us. I know that you saw the tears come out but it was only because I know that you were also smiling and I miss it so much. When the song "The circle of life" was played it was just a sign that you were with us, I know how much you loved that movie. Things are going fine, I guess. Just waiting to see what I do with this job, well you know what I really want to do with this job. Today is Ashley's birthday and she finally is a teenager. How time flies, I still remember when she was born. I also remember the special relationship you and her had. How when she was little she only wanted to be with you. You know that you still are her special aunt. That will never change. She always rememebers you and thinks about you often. It hard to explain to her why things happen but I tell her that you will always be there for her and that she'll see you again someday. We all will. I love you. Close
You meant so much to us all / Monica Crespo (Sister)Read >>
You meant so much to us all / Monica Crespo (Sister)
You meant so much to us all
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky.
Your smile alone warmed our hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear.
We would give absolutely anything
To have you well and near.
Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds.
Your love we'll never forget
The hurt will ease in time.
Many tears have been cried
They have poured out like the rain.
We know that you are happy now
And no longer in pain.
Until we meet again
My heart will never be the same. Close
A poem for you / Monica Crespo (Sister)
We knew little that morning
that God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you deeply
In death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to lose you
You did not go alone
For part of us went with you
The day God called you home.
You left us beautiful memories
Your love is still our guide
And though we cannot see you
You are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken
And nothing seems the same
But as God calls us one by one
The Chain Will Link Again
Love you sis, everyday is a day closer to you. Close
Recordandote/ Judith Barreiro (Tia)
Ayer recorde la fecha que tu cumplias años y le pedi a la Virgen que te tuviera de su mano junto con los angeles cantando en los coros celestiales. Vanessa, siempre viviras en mi corazon. Tu tia que te quiere mucho. Tia Judicha Close
Happy Birthday / Monica Crespo (Sister)
Hey Ness, I hope that you saw the balloons yesterday from heaven. The girls were so excited to have sent them to you. Amanda even told me that she had a good day being there yesterday with the family all together. I know that you were with us from the beginning. You were with us in our hearts and our minds all day long. I have to tell you that Amanda is being such a good big sister. She was so protective of Andy yesterday it was so great to see it. I know that they will have that special relationship we had, you know they get on each other because of their age but you'll be able to smile and guide them so that they'll also know that a sister is a special friend to have. I was in the room with Amanda by ourselves yesterday and I saw someone behind us, was it you? Amanda said she did not see anyone but I would swear I did. I hope that it was you, I so wish to see you and your smile. How much I miss that smile, from ear to ear. The day started out hard I have to admit, not having you there on your special day but spending the time with the girls and the rest of the family helped me, although it was still hard to not have you there. I know the angels were with you making your day so very special and I know that they let you know all the good thoughts that went your way. I asked that a big hug and kiss be given to you in my name, hope that you received it. Just in case - XOXOXOXO. Love you Monica Close
Recordandote en este dia / Sylvia Sanchez
Recuerdas hija tus treinta años, fue el año pasado, fueron mariachis los que te cantaron tu Happy Birthday, este año son los angeles los que te estan celebrando tus cumpleaños. Todos los que te queremos estamos recordandote, y cada dia en cualquier instante vienes a nuestros recuerdos. Pasa por mi mente tu carita sonriente de sorpresa, tus lagrimas de alegria y todos los momentos que vivimos ese dia. Hija mia, que Dios te tenga en su gloria y y estes disfrutando con los angeles este dia. Tus hijitas y tus sobrinos te enviaron unos globos hacia el cielo y te dejamos tu favorita donut de chocolate. Feliz cumpleaños en el cielo! Close
HAPPY BIRTHDAY / SUSAN ROMERO
In Memory of Vanessa
Since we were little, I remember so clear how much fun we had, how wonderful it was to have you as a friend. Never knowing I had only a little As time goes by, it feels like forever I always thought we'd grow old together We had so many laughs over the years Now all I have are memories and tears The pain I feel will never go away There's not a day that goes by that I don't miss you, I feel you so near I know your still near I know your still here For love never dies, it continues to grow Whether in heaven above or on earth below The day will come, and we will meet again When I will see your smile, my friend I do have faith, and I've learned to believe You're always around us, angels do breathe So on your Birthday as you're turning 31
Remember how much I love and miss you On your first Birthday in Heaven Until the day when we can be together again for eternity,
Miss You / Monica Crespo (Sister)
Hey Sis, Just wanted to say sorry for not visiting here for a while. But as you may know it's been kind of crazy these last couple of days for me. The movers, the packing, throwing away all the junk we've collected over the years, it was nutty! There were plenty of times that during this I missed you oh so much. You were always such a good shoulder for me to lean on. As I was leaving my house yesterday, I remembered the times we would watch the DVD of "Friends" together in my room and then wind up falling asleep and wake up during the final episode, no matter what we tried we always fell asleep. Or the time that Bear ate the Bird and you and Steph left me to catch the "murderer" by myself. You guys were so funny locking yourselves up in the room and leaving me to chase Bear by myself with a dead bird in his mouth. We never found that bird, the question always was did he swallow him or did he bury him. I guess we'll never know because Bear will never tell (lol). I miss all the laughs we had, plenty of times we gasped for air because we were laughing so hard. The best times was when you would come over on Saturdays with the girls and we go and eat and go shopping, also when the girls were at Alicia's in the summer and we would go and pick them up and have spanish ices from the lady in front of her building. How we would change the words to any song that would come up to the event of our day at work. We were so dumb sometimes. I have to go, just wanted to tell you about yesterday and that I love you always. Close